For the last month, I have sat here, opened up to make a post, and.......nothing.
So much has been going on in the last month, I would never have time to put it all into words.
I can be in the shower, doing housework, or out for a walk, and the thoughts just come to me, and I think, what a great blog post this would make. Then I sit here and my brain goes blank. Bursts of inspiring blog posts, in one minute, out the next.
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Our summer has been pretty hot, just as I imagine it has been most places. We have a few beaches here, but we've only gone a few times. It's just so hot. By the time you trudge across the boardwalk and through the park your dying. But with cooler weather this week (In the mid 20's not 30's), I think we'll be good for a beach trip in a few days.
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I am now single. After 10 months I decided to call it quits with my bf, for now. I am not one to talk in much detail about my personal stuff, but maybe putting it down will make it more real to me.
I just do not think I am meant to be in a relationship. I've made bad relationship choices in the past, and the 2 long term ones I've had, took me longer to get out of then it should have. I don't want that to happen again.
The kids suffer too as relationships break down. I just don't want to put my young daughter through that.
I have enough to concentrate on, so I think I will deal with this just fine.
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My Granddaughters' birthday was yesterday, and today, her, her daddy and mommy, came over.
We had birthday cupcakes, ice cream and presents for her.
She is such a tiny little girl, and looks a lot like her mother did at the same age.
S was happy to see her neice, it's been awhile.
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The last few days have been kind of tough, then to have a day like today, makes you feel like you're on an emotional roller coaster.
You know the joy won't last, but you enjoy it for the time you have it.
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But just a few minutes ago as I am writing this post, my 9 year old came up behind me, and said, "You're the best mom ever".
So maybe I was wrong. Other joyful moments will come. Sometimes when you least expect them to.
9 comments:
This is the wonder of life. We have the ups and wait for the downs. We have joy knowing we'll have sorrow too.
Thru it all we hold our heads up, smile and wait for tomorrow. There's always something good around the corner.
Be Blessed!
They are so cute!
I hope things get better for you soon!!
PS Your G+ and Twitter buttons aren't working properly, not sure if it's just me.
Thank you so much for stopping by. Glad you found me and the follow. Love your blog and following back.
Thanks for your kind words ladies, and for taking the time to respond here.(It really means alot)
@Camille, buttons are working now, thanks for letting me know.
Hi, coming via the Reflexions bloghop! That last picture is so cute!! Take care!
We really do all have ups and downs. Thank you for sharing, it can be really hard to do that sometimes. I just started following you. You already follow me I'm at http://myinspiredlifewithfibromyalgia.blogspot.com/
I'm following you back from What's Cooking in the Burbs. Thanks for stopping by my blog. I'm so sorry for all that you have been going through. Life can be really rough at times.
Take Care,
Bridget
What a cutie pie with those expressive eyes. Hope you enjoyed the celebrations and took plenty of photos to make it last :)
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